"But however badly needed a good book on prayer is, I shall never try to write it. Two people on the foothills comparing notes in private are all very well. But in a book one would inevitably seem to be attempting, not discussion, but instruction. And for me to offer the world instruction about prayer would be impudent."
I've finished C. S. Lewis's LETTERS TO MALCOM Chiefly on Prayer. And just when you thought you knew someone...Lewis had some surprises for me.
It is unsettling and down-right scary to be at variance with such a man as Lewis, but I am not in agreement with him on the issue of Purgatory. Christ's sacrifice was the full payment for the forgiveness of our sins. Further payment-or purification-will not be required in heaven. But Lewis felt otherwise:
"Of course I pray for the dead. The action is so spontaneous, so all but inevitable, that only the most compulsive theological case against it would deter me...At our age the majority of those we love best are dead."
"On the traditional Protestant view, all the dead are damned or saved. If they are damned, prayer for them is useless. If they are saved, it is equally useless. God has already done all for them. What more should we ask?"
"But don't we believe that God has already done and is already doing all that He can for the living? What more should we ask? Yet we are told to ask."
"Yes," it will be answered, "but the living are still on the road...But the saved have been made perfect. They have finished their course. To pray for them presupposes that progress and difficulty are still possible. In fact, you are bringing in something like Purgatory...Well, I suppose I am."
"I believe in Purgatory."
"Mind you, the Reformers had good reason for throwing doubt on the "Romish doctrine concerning Purgatory" as that Romish doctrine had become...In Thomas More's Supplication of Souls, Purgatory is simply temporary Hell...It is a place not of purification but purely of retributive punishment."
"The right view [of Purgatory]...in Newman's Dream...the saved soul, at the very foot of the throne, begs to be taken away and cleansed. Religion has reclaimed Purgatory.
"Our souls demand Purgatory..I assume that the process of purification will normally involve suffering..."No nonsense about merit." The treatment given will be the one required, whether it hurts little or much."
Not being an expert on things theological, I would pass on debating this doctrine with Lewis. But the beauty of Lewis is that his scholarship was diverse. He did not come to his beliefs by merely reading those works that would tickle his ear and support his presuppositions. Lewis was not afraid to fully study every nook and cranny of this thing called Christianity. His discourse on Holy Communion is evidence of this:
"You ask me why I've never written anything about the Holy Communion. For the very simple reason that I am not good enough at Theology. I have nothing to offer. Hiding any light I think I've got under a bushel is not my besetting sin! I am more prone to prattle unseasonably. But there is a point at which even I would gladly keep silent...The trouble is that people draw conclusions even from [my] silence."
"It is almost impossible to state the negative effect which certain doctrines have on me-my failure to be nourished by them-without seeming to mount an attack against them."
"Some people seem able to discuss different theories of this act as if they understood them all and needed only evidence as to which was best. this light has been withheld fro me."
"I do not know and can't imagine what the disciples understood Our Lord to mean when, His body still unbroken and His blood unshed, He handed the the bread and wine, saying they were His body and blood. I can find within the forms of my human understanding no connection between eating a man-and it is as Man that the Lord has flesh-and entering into any spiritual oneness or community with him."
"...On the other hand, I get on no better with those who tell me that the elements are mere bread and mere wine, used symbolically to remind me of the death of Christ."
"...I am not saying to anyone in the world, "You explanation is wrong." I am saying, "Your explanation leaves the mystery for me still a mystery."
"I hope I do not offend God by making my Communions in the frame of mind I have been describing. The command, after all, was Take, eat: not Take understand."
Lewis's candid thoughts on his prayer life are all too like my own. My prayer over the last couple of years has been that the Lord would give me the 'desire' to pray.
"The truth is, I haven't any language weak enough to depict the weakness of my spiritual life."
"Prayer is irksome. An excuse to omit it is never unwelcome. When it is over, this casts a feeling of relief and holiday over the rest of the day. We are reluctant to begin. We are delighted to finish. While we are at prayer, but not while we are reading a novel or solving a cross-word puzzle, any trifle is enough to distract us...And we know we are not alone in this. The fact that prayers are constantly set as penances tells its own tale."
"Now the disquieting thing is not simply that we skimp and begrudge the duty of prayer. The really disquieting thing is is should have to be numbered among duties at all. For we believe we are created "to glorify God and enjoy Him forever." And if the few , the very few, minutes we now spend on intercourse with God are a burden to us rather than a delight, what then? If I were a Calvinist this symptom would fill me with despair."
"If we were perfected, prayer would not be a duty, it would be delight. Some day, please God, it will be."
J. C. RYLE (1816-1900), a minister in the Anglican Church (Church of England), (Lewis was an Anglican), had this to say about prayer:
"I have looked carefully over the lives of God's saints in the Bible. I cannot find one of whose history much is told us, from Genesis to Revelation, who was not a man of prayer. I find it mentioned as a characteristic of the godly, that "they call on the Father," that "they call on the name of the Lord Jesus Christ." I find it recorded as a characteristic of the wicked, that "they do not call upon the Lord." (1 Peter 1:17; 1 Corinthians 1:2; Psalm 14:4).
"I have read the lives of many great Christians who have been on earth since the Bible days. Some of them, I see, were rich, and some poor. Some were educated, and some uneducated. They came from various denominations and some were Independents. Some loved a very structured worship service, and some liked it rather informal. But one thing, I see, they all had in common. The have all been "men of prayer.
"But one striking thing I observe at all the missionary stations--the converted people "always pray."
In Lewis's words I find comfort in knowing I'm not alone in my struggle with prayer. And in Ryle's words I find the goal to shoot for.
More Tastes of Lewis:
Praying for others:
"...I detect two much less attractive reasons for the ease of my own intercessory prayers. One is that I am often, I believe praying for others when I should be doing things for them. It's so much easier to pray for a bore than to go and see him."
On watered-down religion - A message for today's Seeker Friendly Churches:
"That, by the way, explains the feebleness of all those watered versions of Christianity which leave out all the darker elements and try to establish a religion of pure consolation. No real belief in the watered versions can last. Bemused and besotted as we are, we still dimly know at heart that nothing which is at all times and in every way agreeable to us can have objective reality.
"A man who first tried to guess "what the public wants," and then preached that as Christianity because the public wants it, would be a pretty mixture of fool and knave."
On adoring God:
"We, or at least I, shall not be able to adore God on the highest occasion if we have learned no habit of doing so on the lowest."
"Joy is the serious business of heaven."
On forgiveness:
"Forgive and you shall be forgiven" sounds like a bargain. But perhaps it is something much more...The important thing is that a discord has been resolved, and it is certainly the great Resolver who has done it."
Again, Lewis surprised me a little in Letters to Malcolm. But he remains an old, true friend, nonetheless.




